Best of luck Ruidoso.  To each their own.  At the end of the day, if you are going to become a trader, you need to hold yourself accountable and not look for "reasons" else you will encounter the same outcomes over and over.  This is not BPT or Matt's fault.  Matt runs a business and can charge whatever he wants.  If you don't find value, you can look elsewhere.  You get a daily newsletter, a board with commentary, systems, etc.  Good luck finding that elsewhere.